the funny thing is, you don’t realize you’re drowning until you’re in 10 foot deep water.
you don’t realize you’re drowning until your foot slips and suddenly—
water flows into your nose and it’s impossible to breathe.
you want to cry out for help, but how do you do it when you can barely stay afloat?
some people see you, but are hesitant to help…after all, you should know how to swim. you’re certainly old enough.
you still think you can fight the current that’s slowly sweeping you away.
you still think you can fight the fatigue that’s looming over you.
you still think you can survive.
survive—that’s all you want to do.
but even if you survive, the memory stays with you forever.
the memory will haunt you for the rest of your life, no matter how much you try to forget.
in the end, the choice is yours: